“淡然超脱”
用英语怎么说？

When I was in my early thirties, my partner suggested I might have chronic fatigue syndrome, also known as ME. This condition is incredibly frustrating because its name makes it sound like you are just slightly tired, whereas patients actually experience a shifting collection of severe symptoms. On my worst days, I felt controlled by something demonic. Eventually, I visited a specialist in New York. He confirmed the diagnosis, explaining that my symptoms were authentic signs of a complex neuroimmune disease. For twenty years, I had left doctors' offices in complete despair, but this time I left in tears of relief. Although there was no standard treatment, knowing my illness was real was a huge comfort. Later, I moved to Colorado, where the abundant sunshine and mountain trails improved my health. When I was well, I looked back on my past episodes with neutral detachment, almost believing the illness had never actually happened.

当我三十出头时，我的伴侣提出我可能患有慢性疲劳综合征，也就是ME。这种疾病令人极其沮丧，因为它的名字听起来就像你只是有点累，而患者实际上经历着各种起伏的严重症状。在我最糟糕的日子里，我感觉自己被某种恶魔般的力量控制着。最终，我拜访了纽约的一位专家。他确诊了我的病情，解释说我的症状是一种复杂的神经免疫疾病的真实迹象。二十年来，我每次离开医生的办公室时都充满绝望，但这一次我是流着释怀眼泪离开的。虽然当时还没有标准治疗方法，但知道自己的疾病是真实存在的，这给了我极大的安慰。后来，我搬到了科罗拉多州，那里充沛的阳光和山间小路改善了我的健康状况。当我身体无恙时，我会以一种淡然超脱的态度回顾过去的病发期，几乎相信那场病从未真正发生过。