“深感痛失”
用英语怎么说？

In August, Rachel and the girls finally joined Irvi in Oaxaca, marking the end of their New York lives. The girls struggled to adjust to their new bilingual school, feeling academically isolated and mourning the loss of their friends. Rachel, too, found herself underemployed, earning a fraction of her former salary while grappling with mounting financial pressures. Although the family was relieved to be reunited and free from the constant threat of detention, the psychological toll was immense. Irvi experienced deep depression, struggling to reconcile his identity as a hardworking family man with the label of an unwanted immigrant. He found himself clinging to memories of New York, even as he tried to rebuild his life. On a visit back to New York for Christmas, Rachel broke down, mourning the loss of the vibrant life they had built and the empty, decaying house they had left behind.

八月，瑞秋和女儿们终于在瓦哈卡与欧维重聚，这标志着他们纽约生活的终结。孩子们很难适应新的双语学校，在学业上感到孤立无援，并因深感痛失朋友而伤心。瑞秋也发现自己大材小用，收入仅为以前薪水的一小部分，同时在不断增加的经济压力中苦苦挣扎。虽然全家因团聚并摆脱了随时可能被拘留的威胁而感到宽慰，但心理上的折磨是巨大的。欧维陷入了深深的抑郁，难以将自己作为勤劳家庭支柱的身份与不被接纳的移民标签调和。他发现自己依然执着于回忆纽约，尽管他正努力重建生活。在圣诞节返回纽约探亲时，瑞秋崩溃了，痛惜他们曾建立的充满活力的生活，以及那个被遗弃在身后、如今空置破败的房子。