“痛苦挣扎”
用英语怎么说？

Dede: Oh, wait, Gloria. I just want to tell you how sorry I am for ruining your wedding. I was struggling with being alone. Meanwhile, Jay moves on so easily. And not with just anyone, with a young and smart and beautiful woman. I don't expect you to forgive me. If I were you, I'd want to punch me right in the mouth. Jay: I think we've had enough revenge in this family for one day. Mitchell: You see? Yeah, we're all gonna move past this. And because of me, who is a caring person with wisdom and emotional insight, so make a note! Claire: That's not a good look on you. Gloria: I forgive you. Dede: Oh, wow. Gloria: I am not prepared for this. I just want to rip your head off! You ruined my wedding!

蒂蒂：噢，等等，歌洛莉亚。我只想告诉你，搞砸了你的婚礼我有多抱歉。我当时在孤身一人的境况中痛苦挣扎。与此同时，杰却那么轻易地开始了新生活。而且不是跟随便什么人，是跟一个年轻、聪明又漂亮的女人。我没指望你能原谅我。如果我是你，我都想直接狠狠揍自己的嘴。杰：我觉得今天这个家里已经有足够多的报复了。米歇尔：看到了吧？是的，我们都会放下这事。全靠我这个有智慧又有情感洞察力的贴心人，所以给我记好了！克莱尔：那种轻狂做派不适合你。歌洛莉亚：我原谅你。蒂蒂：噢，哇。歌洛莉亚：我还没对此做好准备。我只想拧下你的头！你毁了我的婚礼！